I May Finally Know The Meaning Of Love

A Desire To Possess, A Desire To Keep
A Desire So Strong, I Cannot Breath
A Desire That At Times Is Repulsive
But At Others Is Obsessive
A Desire That Makes Me Blind
But A Feel That Makes Me Kind
Feelings So Powerful, That It Makes Me Ache
But Without The Feeling, My Heart Might Break
To Meet A True Soulmate
Let In The Hand Of Fate
Love With One So Divine
May Now Seem Like A Crime
But Fear Not The Chances Of A Break
For Together You Can Join Forces With Fate
Rewrite Your Dream Into Destiny
Or Spend Life With A Problem So Weighty
That It May Make You Rave
Or Even Send You To Your Grave




Ok Ok Thank You Thank You.....

Well Atleast Thank You For Not Throwing Eggs At Me...

Or Rather Not Especially Since You'd Have To Come All The Way To Where I Am To Do So, And I Doubt It Was Bad Enough To Bother With That.

Btw This Was Written During My Lunch Break Where I Was Really Stuffed And Majorly Sleepy

The Now Ancient School Times

School. ISM. The ISM. The Place Where I Spend My Entire Childhood. Ever Since I Was A Three Year Old Toddler All The Way Till 16 Year Old Teen. It Had Its Goods And IT\ts Bads. But Then Again. Everything Has Bads. But The Difference Was Here I Even Enjoyed The Bads. I Kno That Sounds Silly N You Think I'm Talkin Out Of My Cap But Like Hu Gives A Damn What You Think Anyway?

ISM Was Where I Made All My Friends. I'm Grateful To My Parents Who Were Nice Enough To Put Me In There. If It Wasn't For Them I Might've Gone N Rotted Somewhere Else. Everything That Has Changed My Life To MAke Me Who I Am Happen In ISM. I Made New Friends, Lost Old Ones. Argued With Teachers, Made Friends Out Of Them Too. Got Into A Lot Of Trouble And Learned Something New Each Time.

You Know What Would Be Great? Going Back And Re-Living Those Times Just One More Time. But As They Say, If You've Lived Through Life To The Fullest Why Go Back And Do It Again? I Have No Particular Need To Do Anything But If I Could Go Back I Would Change A Few Things Which Might Take My Life To A Whole Different Angle. But Right Now I'm Happy The Way It Turned Out To Be. If It Hadn't This Blog ould Probably Never Exist. I'd Probably Be Holed Up In Some Dinky College Somewhere. I Might Be Dating Some Stupid Skank Instead Of The Girl I Truly Love. Now, The Things I Would Like To Change If I Could Go Back?

That My Friends, Is A Story For Another Time.

Why I Write

Hello Again Dudes N Dudettes. I Really Cant Think Of Anythin To Rite About. My Creative Genes Go Down Like The Titanic When I'm At Work. N Then At Home I Doubt I'm Jobless Enough To Sit N Type Out Stuff.

Well Anyway I Picked Out The Only Topic That Came To Me. Why I Write. What Do I Write Now? Well You're Reading It. If You're Still Confused Lemme Make It Clearer.....

I Wrote This Dummy. Its Not Like I Copy Pasted THis From Somewhere. I Don't Think That'd Be Possible. Or Is It? If It Is Lemme Kno K.

Anyways This Is Not All I Write. I Try To Write Fantasy Fiction. Even Though Those Who Have Read What I've Written Have Liked It I Really Don't Like It Too Much. There's Definitely Room For Improvement. I'd Put A Link To Whatever I'd Written But I Haven't Posted It Anywhere Online. Oh N I Happen To Like Reading Original Stuff K. Fanfics Usually Piss Me Off.

All The Meaningless Crap I Wrote There Hasn't As Yet Accounted For Why I Write. I Use Writing As A Way To Take My Mind Off Things That I Find Hard To Process. I Mean I Started Writing A Story Coz I Wanted To Tell Charvi I Loved Her And I Was Too Chicken To Do It. Oh Btw Charvi Happens To Be The Girl I Love... You Kno The One Mentioned In The Previous Post. And Then ALso I Have One Hell Of A Crazy Imagination. All These Stories I Turn Up With Are 100% My Own. Thought Up Inside The Grey Cells That Are Encased Within My Skull. Actually Rather Than A Good Book I Think These Would Make A Pretty Decent Movie. If Any Of You Readers Happen To Be Producers Or Directors Or Someone Who Has Somethin To Do With Movies, Drop By And Say Hi. We Can Discuss Business.

Why Am I Bored?

That Is A Question I Ask Myself Almost Everyday. I Mean Theres No Particular Reason In Specific. I'm Just Well...... Me. It Might Have To Do With The Fact That I Compare These Days To My School Days. Now Those Days Were What I Call Real Days. What I'm Living Through Now Is Like Some Weird Kind Of Void Where No Matter What I Do Or No Matter What I Say I"m Still Going To Be Stuck In The Same Place. I Know I Have To Get A Move On My Life And Do Something Worth Doing But Opportunity Never Did Gimme A Chance. The Times It Did Gimme A Chance I Didn't Know What To Do And I Let It Pass. Maybe The Stage Im Going Through Now Is Just Another Deed By The Hand Of Fate. I'm Really Screwed Am I Not? But Previously At Times I Have Managed To Twist The Hand Of Fate. I Think I Still Got It In Me. I Know I Have The Power. As A Matter Of Fact We All Do. The Power Of Will. Use It. With The Right Incentive Anything Is Possible. Bend Your Will To Bend The Hand Of Fate. Let Not The Few Simple Things That Have Gone Wrong Ruin Your Entire Life.

@My Friends Who Know Me Personally And Are Laughing Right Now

Screw You All. Screw You All The Way To Hell.

Getting Back To Where I Was. This Blog Is Not Something I'm Goin To Go Around Showing. This Is Somewhere I'm Going To Store My Views And Thoughts. Maybe Share My Experiences. If You Do By Chance Come Across This Then Heed My Advice. Someday You'll Be Happy You Did. WEll I Don't Always Write Serious Crap. I Was Just In A Bad Mood Here Coz I Wont Be Able To Talk To The Girl I Love For A Few Weeks. That Can Be Pretty Pissing Off At Times. I'm Ending This Post Here Coz I Want To Start With The More Interesting Stuff. Damn All This Irritating Boring Crap. Adios People. See You In The Next Post.

My First Post

Hello Guys N Girls,

Finally I Seem To Have Picked Up The Courage To Make Myself A Blog. Here Are A Few Things You Should Know Before You Read Anythin Else. Now If You Avoided Reading This Don't Blame Me If You Are Gonna End Up Hitting Your Head On Your Monitor. I Gave You A Fair Warning.

• Each N Every Word Of Mine Starts With A Capital
• I Like To Write But I Suck At It
• If I Start Writing A Story I Wont Finish For Ages
• Once I Pick Up A Topic I Will Talk About That Till Either Your Ears Or My Mouth Aint Workin
• I Seem To Have A Strange Habit Of Not Liking Random People
• The Things I Say Might Sound Exaggerated, Trust Me They Only Sound That Way
• Ignore Spelling Mistakes If Any
• My Friends Mean A Lot To Me
• I Might Act Like A Jerk, Thats Coz I Am One
• I Happen To Like Melee Weapons
• N Finally My Imagination Runs Wild So Please Live With It. If You Cant Then Tata Bye Bye Cya Around.

And That Is Pretty Much All I Hafta Say Bout Me, Atleast Think Thats All. Oh Oh Yeah A Little Something For My Friends. Screw You All - I'M STRAIGHT. N Now That You've All Read That You Can Go To My Other Posts Without Wanting To Kill Yourself.